Thanks to all of you who lent an ear to me yesterday. I’m feeling a lot better today. I think I’m hormonal and maybe stuck in an emotional rut. I hate being so cryptic but it was a situation that felt trivial and I felt dumb getting into specifics. Trivial on the grand scheme of things, but on a personal level it just made me feel kind of crummy. Long story short, I put myself out there socially and kind of got snubbed. I was mad at myself because I knew that was going to be a possibility but I ignored my gut. It wasn’t the lack of acceptance that pissed me off, it was the feeling of somebody acting like they were doing me a favor by acknowledging me. Even worse, I though this person was a turd in general, so that got me even more upset. If I admired someone and they blew me off I wouldn’t feel like such a double whammy. If THAT makes any sense?